Sunday, April 22, 2012

Day 20: Surgiversary

DATE:  
APRIL 20, 2011.


TARGET:  
3 MILLIMETER TUMOR ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF PITUITARY.


OFFENSE:  
UNLAWFUL PRODUCTION OF EXCESS ACTH, SPURRED EXCESS PRODUCTION OF CORTISOL BY ADRENAL GLANDS.


ACCOMPLICE:  
ADRENAL GLANDS FOR AIDING AND ABETTING.


STRATEGY:  
TRANSSPHENOIDAL TRANSNASAL RESECTION OF PITUITARY TUMOR.


OUTCOME:  
1) SUCCESS. PATIENT ALIVE. TUMOR REMOVED.


2) FAIL. PITUITARY HORMONE ACTH STILL HIGH ON POST OP DAYS 5 & 16. TUMOR CELLS PLAYING LETHAL GAME OF PEEK-A-BOO. 


3) FAIL. NOT ONE DAY OF RELIEF FROM CUSHING'S SYMPTOMS. PATIENT CONTINUES STRUGGLES TO FIGHT DAMAGE TO BODY, MIND & SOUL CAUSED BY EXCESS ACTH & CORTISOL PRODUCTION.

4) PATIENT STRUGGLES TO RE-ENGAGE IN LIFE AND SOCIETY WITH MULTIPLE HORMONE- AND VITAMIN-DEFICIENCIES (GROWTH HORMONE DEFICIENCY, VITAMIN D DEFICIENCY, OSTEOPENIA, THYROID DEFICIENCY, FERRITIN (IRON) DEFICIENCY, ACTH EXCESS, CORTISOL EXCESS). 


5) PATIENT DECIDES ON NEXT COURSE OF TREATMENT: 
3RD PITUITARY SURGERY vs. BILATERAL ADRENALECTOMY vs. KORLYM





Structures surrounding pituitary. Important things nearby include carotid artery and optic nerve.
Arrow points to 3 millimeter tumor, right side pituitary; black indented area on opposite side shows space where tumor removed in 1st surgery (6/2009).


Recovery. Swelling but not too bad. Rocking those eye brows and ACTH shadow (acanthosis nigricans). 

Post op day 4 with Lola's blanket. Neurosurgeon deflated,
removed balloons from nose. Balloons measured 4-6 inches.

Crazy nurses insisted on placing an IV here. Btw--my veins are good.



Thursday, April 19, 2012

Day 19: CHANELLE in her own words



Take a look at the story of my friend Chanelle, a darling and daring Cushie survivor. I admire her so much for her courage, positivity, wisdom and fighting spirit.  This girl has *moxie*; so much, in fact, that it will take several posts to tell her beautiful story.

late 2006 

9-20-07 (1st pit surgery)

 
Early 2009





September 2010

November 2010

January 2011
November 2011
February 2012





































Early 2006 - I was a happy, healthy 16-year-old cheerleader at my high school. I made great grades, had tons of friends and had just won Wildcat Idol, a singing competition at my high school.  I enjoyed writing poetry and even won a contest for an essay I had submitted, also, for my school. I was in chorus and advanced academic classes and just loved being involved in activities like a normal teenager would. Overall, I had a pretty busy and fun life with my major problems being remembering to study for tests and what outfit I would wear.

Towards the end of the year, though, I started noticing that my clothes were getting a little tighter and by the holidays, my dad and close friends were commenting that my face looked different and that I looked like I had put on weight. Now, since I have danced since the age of two and had the typical "dancer body" all my life, I was shocked to hear anyone say I looked different. I could always eat whatever I wanted and never gained weight, so that was devastating. I soon found myself putting away my normal jeans and wearing simple t-shirts and my mom's old pants to school. I soon had to stop cheering since I had zero energy. School was no longer fun since I had no desire to put effort into my appearance or socialize. On top of my ever-changing looks, school and learning, which I always found enjoyable, were becoming impossible. I found myself up at all hours of the night with insomnia, struggling to write essays that I would usually complete in an hour or two. Needless to say, 2006 was not a good year for me. To add insult to injury, both of my grandmas passed away, a great aunt of mine died and one of my old pastors also passed within months of each other, leaving us to take in two of my cousins who lived with my grandmother on my mom's side. So, within a year, my looks, my health and my life changed and I thought my life was falling apart. 

By 2007- I knew that things were terribly wrong. I was struggling to just make it through each day with my depression, insomnia and myriad of strange symptoms. I started keeping a log on MS Word of all the things that would happen to me every day: new stretch marks, sudden outbreaks of acne, tiredness, rashes, hair falling out, etc. I kept that log with the hopes that my doctors could see a pattern and hopefully fix me. At this point, I was also seeing a psychologist, a psychiatrist and my primary care physician who were keeping me on anti-depressants, acne medications and other things to try and repair my quality of life. (Of course, as we know, Cushing's can't be cured with pills and creams... but I had yet to discover my disease).

So I carried on with my treatments and my miserable life. I would simply go to school, come home, take a two hour nap from exhaustion and then be up all night until the next day of school, every day, getting a little heavier and more depressed. That was my existence for months.

Mid-2007- By this time, I had gotten so tired of people not recognizing me (since I had gained about 30 pounds) and went to my primary care physician who literally told me she had no clue what was wrong with me, so she would refer me to a specialist (and her mentor), a pediatric endocrinologist. So I went home and (by the grace of God), I happened to turn on the TV and flip to the Discovery Health channel where Sharmyn McGraw's episode of Mystery Diagnosis was playing. I finally saw someone who had the same thing as me. I didn't know what it was, but when the episode was over, I researched Cushing's disease, printed out pages of information and took it to the appointment with the endocrinologist. Of course, when she first met me and saw me, she knew something was wrong, too. I suggested Cushing's disease and she thought I could be on to something: all I needed was an MRI to prove it. 

After that, the rest is kind of a blur! In August 2007, I got the MRI that showed a 6mm tumor in my pituitary. I had my first brain surgery at John's Hopkins on September 20, 2007. I ended up getting diabetes insipidus with my first surgery, but I felt it was worth it to take care of my health. 

I missed the first semester of senior year with my friends because of the surgery, but it was totally worth it to finally attack that tumor! A few months after, I started losing weight and feeling better, so I went back to school second semester and graduated from high school with honors in 2008. Unfortunately, I only dropped about 10 pounds, and my weight began to creep up on the scale. I was feeling miserable again. In my heart, I knew my Cushing's had come back. 

Through the pediatric endocrinologist, I was able to be put in a medical journal and also spent time at the NIH to be in a Cushing's protocol where regrowth of my tumor was found. By January 16, 2009, I was having my second brain surgery and got out of John's Hopkins again on inauguration day (go Obama!). But sadly, after the second surgery, I never lost a pound and none of my symptoms went away. I knew that it was time to do something different.

By 2010, I was fed up with being sick and started exploring my options. I was considering two treatment options:  radiation or bilateral adrenalectomy (BLA, removing both adrenal glands). When my cortisol levels in my UFCs were coming back greater than 1200 and 1300 with a reference range of 16-50, I knew I had to do something extreme to fix my extreme cyclical Cushing's.  So I opted to have BLA on April 23, 2010.  It was the best decision I ever made. From that June to December 2010, I lost 50 pounds. 


By 2011, From then to now (April 2011), I've lost an additional four pounds, bringing me to my lowest weight of 129 pounds. Besides the weight loss, my skin is perfectly clear, my hair has grown back, and my stretch marks continue to fade. I have enough energy to have a part time job while going to school. I don't need to take two hour naps each day. Of course, I take hydrocortisone and other drugs to regulate my hormones, but I do it happily knowing that the alternative is pure hell. 

Although I wouldn't with Cushing's on my worst enemy, going through this journey from 2006 to now has changed me and given me opportunities that I would have never dreamed of. I was even featured in my local paper!  It has also helped me realize that I want to go into the medical field and that I can do anything I set my mind to. Friends call me their hero, and that is an amazing feeling! 

So for all of that, I have to thank Dr. Lorelle Bradley (former primary care physician), Dr. Catherine Christie (first endocrinologist), Dr. Alfredo Quinones-Hinojosa and Dr. George Jallo (AMAZING neurosurgeons at John’s Hopkins), Dr. Ashish Behari (urologist), Dr. Michael Bryan (current endocrinologist), and all the nurses and staff at John's Hopkins, Kaiser Permanente and Washington Hospital Center for getting me where I am today... but I also thank God for speaking to me through Sharmyn McGraw and Mystery Diagnosis so that I would have my "aha!" moment and basically diagnose my own condition. 


February 2012: a birthday photo shoot. FUN.
~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *

1) How are you now- what can you do now but couldn't before
I'm great right now! Since my BLA, I have gone from 184 pounds with sore joints, painful feet and almost 0 muscle strength to 129 pounds and being able to shop in the misses section of stores again! I also have enough energy to have a part-time job while also being a full-time student. I don't take naps every day because of my increased energy, my hair is looking beautiful and my stretch marks are getting lighter and lighter each year. I also enjoy time with friends and am no longer ashamed to see people for fear that they won't recognize me or comment on how different I look. I plan on working for a while to make money for school and transfer to Virginia Tech next Fall, but for now I'm just a happy, and much healthier student and employee!

2) What you hope to do differently as deal with patients because you had Cushing's, etc. 
As of now, I want to get my undergraduate degree in nutrition (which I became very interested in while at John's Hopkins for my first brain surgery), and I may decide to take the test to become an R.D. afterwards. 

I also dream of going into Endocrinology after my Bachelors (and if I don't want to continue with nutrition). If I were a doctor, I know that I would NOT give up on my patients and also, find the best recourses for them if I couldn't figure out what was wrong with them. After all, that is what saved me. Of course, I would have an extra level of compassion for them, but most of all, I would encourage the ones that have been battling Cushing's for years NOT to give up. I come across a lot of Cushies today that want to throw in the towel and it makes me sad.  If I were their doctor, I wouldn't let them give up. 


My friend Chanelle. I'm glad Cushing's brought us together.

Day 19: Chanelle's Heart Filled with Art



Stories of the Heart: Chanelle

http://artwithheart.org/blog/stories-of-the-heart-chanelle/


Written by Katy Bourne

After becoming depressed, lethargic, and losing grasp of her zest for life, Chanelle Felder knew that something wasn’t right. Because she was a lifelong dancer, she thought she was tuned into her body, yet over the course of a few months, she was beginning to notice that she was unable to move in the graceful and carefree way that she usually did. Her every step was slower, heavier, and—unbeknownst to her—a step in the wrong direction in terms of her well-being. Along with her labored movements, she also began to experience overwhelming fatigue, numbness in her hands and feet, hair loss, terrible acne, and a plethora of depressing ailments…along with actual depression! Next came weight gain and also “brain fog,” an inability to concentrate or even speak coherent sentences. She started having difficulty in some of her favorite classes. This was when her family knew that something was definitely wrong. After a long diagnostic process, an MRI revealed that Chanelle had a tumor on her pituitary gland and she was diagnosed with Cushing’s disease. She was just 16 years old.

Cushing’s disease is a condition in which the pituitary gland produces too much cortisol, a vital hormone that helps the body respond to stress, helps the metabolism of food, and even determines when you wake up in the morning, among other things. Cushing’s disease is usually caused by a tumor on the pituitary gland, which is located at the base of the brain. There are multiple symptoms: fatigue, weight gain, bone pain, stunted growth,  hair loss, muscle weakness, acne, confusion, depression and fatty deposits on the face and between the shoulder blades. Because symptoms mirror those of numerous other conditions, it is often difficult to diagnose, and the first line of treatment involves a special type of brain surgery to remove the tumor and, in some cases, the removal of the adrenal glands is necessary if brain surgery isn’t enough.

With the onset of her illness, Chanelle experienced a range of emotions. She was confused as to why this was happening to her. She was also angry and scared. She was worried for her parents and also struggled with the overwhelming new experience of hospitals, surgeries, medical procedures, complicated diagnoses, and the barrage of needles, IV’s, MRI’s and tests that were necessary to stop the madness that was tearing apart her body and her life. Because she had always been athletic and fit, the changes in her body were particularly distressing. She gained a significant amount of weight and developed “moon face,” a rounding and reddening of the face, which is a common symptom of the disease. “It was very, very difficult,” she recalls “and not being recognized by people that I’ve known my whole life is probably the hardest part of all of this”.

During Chanelle’s first hospitalization, a child life specialist paid her a visit and gave her a copy of Chill & Spill.  Being fiercely creative by nature, Chanelle took to it immediately. She says, “My first impression? I loved it.”

She was drawn to the artwork and liked the interactive quality of the book. She loved the quotes inside the back cover. “A lot of the quotes were so true and just helped me get through some things.”

The writing prompts were also very useful to her, especially when the brain fog made it hard to collect her thoughts. Chill & Spill became more than a journal for Chanelle; by adding her “own things” to it, it became a scrapbook of sorts, or a creative log of her experiences. “I took it everywhere with me, every doctor’s appointment and everything.” She invited people that she met along the way-nurses, doctors, friends and other patients- to sign the book and to write words of encouragement. “The book started out with being an outlet for me to get my thoughts and feelings on paper, but it really became a tool for me to connect to other people.”

Chanelle says that Chill & Spill reinforced that it was OK to feel whatever she was feeling. It also served as a chronicle of her strength throughout a very difficult ordeal. “You can use Chill & Spill as a tool to go back and look through your personal journey, and just see how strong of a person you’ve become out of your experiences.

Chanelle believes that anyone could benefit from Chill & Spill. “It’s all-encompassing. It can help you cope with something that you are going through, whether it is something that is a devastating event as in health problems or a death in the family or just everyday life. Everybody goes through a bummer day when they just need a place to chill and spill.”

Chanelle credits Chill & Spill with helping her get through her illness: “I am just so blessed and so thankful for what Chill & Spill has done for me and for all the things that have come out of just having that notebook. Chill & Spill helped me go from this place where there was nowhere else to go…to a place where now I’m just so thankful for everything I’ve been given.”

NOTE: You may purchase the book Chill & Spill at the Art with Heart Shop.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Day 18: CHANELLE: A Cushing's Survivor Story









Day 18: CHANELLE'S Back on her Feet after Brain Tumor



Back on her feet after brain tumor

September 23, 2008 12:15 am

0923dancerjump3.jpg
Chanelle Felder was glad to learn she had a brain tumor; her debilitating symptoms had her thinking she'd gone mad.0923dancer2.jpg
Chanelle Felder changes from ballet shoes to her pointe shoes between dances. The woman is recovering from Cushing's disease.0923dancerjump.jpg
Alycia Shaffer (seated , left) watches over a ballet class at Amyclae Dance Studio where Chanelle Felder (foreground, right) is practicing. A brain tumor left Chanelle barely able to walk and speak.0923dancerjump2.jpg
Chanelle Felder (second from right) chats with classmates in her modern dance class at Amyclae Dance Studio. Chanelle spends countless hours in dance classes.0923dancer.jpg
Chanelle Felder (center) participates in a dance class at Amyclae Dance Studio in Stafford with Hope Janowsky (left) and Erin Bradley.

By CATHY DYSON

Chanelle Felder doesn't hide her battle scars when she's dancing with slender girls built like ballerinas.

She's too busy enjoying herself--and being grateful for all her experiences, including weird side effects from a rare disease that caused weight gain and hair loss, numbness in her feet and stretch marks on her shoulders.

"A lot of this, I would not change one bit," said the bubbly 18-year-old, who talks a mile a minute as she tries to get across all the thoughts running through her mind.

"If I hadn't gone through this, would I have met the people I've met? The doctors who were so amazing, even the people who wheeled me into the operating room? Would I have made the connections I've made? No," she said. "Anybody can have a great high-school experience, but would I really appreciate the stuff I have everyday if I hadn't gone through something? Not that I recommend people go through a brain tumor."

Chanelle was a 16-year-old junior at Mountain View High School when doctors thought a thyroid condition caused her extreme mood swings.

But her problems went far beyond crying for no reason. Her hair fell out in clumps and acne dotted her face. Pockets of flesh formed in her stomach and on her back, a condition she says is known by the lovely name "buffalo hump."

She gained 40 pounds in a few months. When she performed at the school's "Idol" competition in March 2007, classmates whispered she looked like she was pregnant.

The girl who had been a model, dancer and cheerleader--active in programs since preschool--had high blood pressure and trouble walking.

She couldn't put sentences together, much less express herself through poetry or creative writing, as she'd always done.

"I literally wanted to drop out of high school, and that was completely not me," Chanelle said.

The daughter of Rufus and Cathy Felder eventually learned she had Cushing's disease, a rare condition caused by a buildup of cortisol, a stress hormone.

A tumor right between her eyes, on her pituitary gland, caused the problems.

As devastating as the prospect of brain surgery last September was, Chanelle was glad to know what was wreaking havoc on her body.

"People had been telling me I was crazy," she said. "When they said I had a tumor, I was crying because I was happy I finally had a diagnosis."

Chanelle is thrilled to be active again, and these days channels her energy into dance.

After she graduated in June, she followed doctors' orders to take off a year before college. She's trying to get back in shape by working out with her dad, a retired Marine. The two plan to run the Army 10-Miler next month in Washington.

One day, she and her mother noticed a new dance studio off Courthouse Road in Stafford County.

Chanelle had taken dance classes from ages 3 to 14. But the disease caused so much pain to her feet, she could barely climb steps at times.

"The thought of not being able to dance was so painful, I didn't even want to talk about it," she said.
But she couldn't stop thinking about it. She talked herself into attending two days of programs at the new Amyclae Dance Academy, then signed up for 13 of the 17 classes for teenagers.

"I can't tell you what a lifesaver this was," she said. "The classes have only been going for two weeks, but they've been the best two weeks in the last two years."

Chanelle still has problems. She struggles with balance and a number of the demanding positions in advanced ballet. Still, she smiles.

"She just glows," said teacher Corey Holmes. "She doesn't just do the steps like a lot of dancers do, she radiates."

Studio owner Tina Singer has taught for 15 years and has never seen anyone inspire others like Chanelle. "Her eyes light up with every step she takes," she said.

Recently Chanelle chatted with students, teachers, parents, younger siblings and anyone else in the room. She told a girl at the front desk how much she liked her haircut and a fellow student that she had the same kind of shoes.

When Singer--also known as "Miss Tina"--coughed in class, Chanelle asked if she still had bronchitis. An hour later, after Miss Tina put the ballet students through a rigorous workout, she asked the class members to look like they were enjoying themselves.

"They're normally a happy bunch, they really are," Miss Tina told a visitor.

Chanelle was the only one who responded. Her face was aglow, even as she grimaced through some of the steps.

"I'm always happy," she said, "even though it hurts."

Cathy Dyson: 540/374-5425 
Email: cdyson@freelancestar.com


HER FUTURE Chanelle Felder, 18, plans to rebuild her strength this year, then attend community college for two years. After that, she'd like to follow in the footsteps of her father and be a social worker.

Rufus Felder spent 20 years in the Marine Corps, then earned a degree from Virginia Commonwealth University. He works in Washington with substance abusers.

Chanelle sees social work as another way of expressing herself and helping others.

"Poetry is emotion, dance is emotion, social work is emotion," she said.


HER ADVICE Chanelle Felder struggled with various symptoms for eight months before she was diagnosed with Cushing's disease, a rare condition that affects 10 to 15 of every million people. Only 10 percent of its victims are children or adolescents; the rest are ages 20 to 50.

Chanelle kept track of her "weird symptoms," which varied from physical problems, such as numbness in her hands and feet and weight gain, to emotional issues, such as crying uncontrollably and feeling panicked. She suggests that others with medical problems do the same.

"I thank God every day for doctors, but they're not gods, they're humans," she said. "You know your body better than anyone else. Listen to your intuitions about what's wrong with you."


Copyright 2012 The Free Lance-Star Publishing Company.

Day 17: Note to Self




Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Day 16: Awareness in Action

I tweeted and tagged Ashley Judd. She replied.



This one below is easier to read.


Day 15: Cushie Bloggers Unite to Bring Awareness

As you know, I join a group of Cushing's patients and parents who committed to bringing more awareness to Cushing's by blogging every day throughout the month of April. And guess what?  We are doing it!  Love to see everyone tell their stories and share information.  This disease affects all of us in similar ways, but its path of destruction and sadness takes different turns.  I have been inspired reading their heart-felt posts.

Thanks to MaryO, founder of Cushings-Help.com, for always keeping us organized and motivated. 

To those who may have Cushing's or to those who love a Cushie, I hope you will take a few moments to read our stories. 
 

Alicia http://alliwantisworldpeace.blogspot.com/

Amber http://amber-mulnix.blogspot.com/

Catherine (hypopituitary patient) http://wheniwasyou.wordpress.com/

Christina http://christinapay.blogspot.com/

Cristina (Portugese language) http://cristinagoncalves1973.blogspot.pt/

Cyndie http://mylifewithcushings.blogspot.com/

Daisy Using the comments area on the right sidebar at http://www.cushie.info/blog/

Danielle http://lifewithcushings.blogspot.com/

Dawn http://mrszebra.blogspot.com/

Grace C http://adayinthelifeofatrainwreck.blogspot.com/

Judy K http://judcol.blogspot.com/

Kay http://cushiemama.blogspot.com ‎

MaryO http://www.cushie.info/blog/

MelissaTX-CA http://cushingsmoxie.blogspot.com/

Missaf http://blogforacushiecure.blogspot.com/

Molli http://livingwithstripes.blogspot.com/

Nancy J http://cushielife.multiply.com/

Nicci http://cushiequeen.blogspot.com/

Rene B http://missdiagnosis-rene.blogspot.com/

Robin S survivethejourney.blogspot.com

Sarah C http://sarahsstupiddisease.wordpress.com/

Stephanie M http://fightingforlifeinzebraprint.blogspot.com/

Stephanie Y cushiesteph.blogspot.com

Vanessa http://puremoonlite.blogspot.com/

Monday, April 16, 2012

Day 14: My Tumors = Your Pills: Ashley Judd & the Cushing's Connection

Over the years with Cushing’s, I have become increasingly more isolated. A long time ago, I used to be out making the news. I have seen all my interests wane. I hardly turn on the TV anymore.  I don’t watch any movies, news programs, MSNBC, election coverage. I frankly cannot handle all the noise, talking, and distraction. It is the ultimate assault on my silence that is the only thing that keeps my brain from racing. If it is happening in the news, I usually hear about it from my husband or facebook.

So imagine my surprise when I was reading an article online this weekend, and I just happened to see something entitled, Ashley Judd explains Puffy Face. Instantly, I knew she had to be on steroids. I clicked through to read the article Ashley Judd Slaps Media And Critics in the Daily Beast. I scanned the article.  Ah, she said it.  STEROIDS… ‘multiple rounds of steroids.’

The story goes like this: Ashley Judd took steroids to fight a sinus infection and the flu. Since then, the media has covered this -- extensively and insensitively – as people hiding behind their computer screens and smart phones jumped on the hateful band wagon.  The collective internet went nuts with speculation about what was wrong, what did she do to herself, what in the H-E-Double Hockey Sticks has happened to her. 

Ashley 'crime.'  What America thinks is hideous. What must they think of us tumored-Cushies?
In the category Best Slap Back by a Celebrity, Ashley Judd responds with honesty, integrity, compassion, passion, and disgust. She gives all the critics with not only a shame-on-you-for-how-you-treated-me, but a shame-on-all-of-you-for-treating-each-other-this-way.

To paraphrase, Judd asks how this society has managed to let criticism of women’s appearance go unchecked and why do women partake in criticism that entraps them inside their own world of trying to keep up with and never measuring up to the woman (friend or foe) sitting next to them.  Judd writes,

“The Conversation about women’s bodies exists largely outside of us, while it is also directed at (and marketed to) us, and used to define and control us. The Conversation about women happens everywhere, publicly and privately. We are described and detailed, our faces and bodies analyzed and picked apart, our worth ascertained and ascribed based on the reduction of personhood to simple physical objectification. Our voices, our personhood, our potential, and our accomplishments are regularly minimized and muted.”

Bravo Ashley Judd.  Bravo.

It would have been so easy to send a publicist to explain her medical issue and exit stage left. In fact, the actress tried that. The clamoring did not stop.  Ashley earns my respect for not backing down, for doing what a strong smart woman does: she chastised in order to make people think.  I just hope people take the time to understand the message.  I certainly applaud you, Ashley Judd.  I applaud your passion, fortitude, and overall I’ve-Had-Enough. After fighting a disease as devastating as Cushing’s, my smarts and strength are all I have left.

Is there hope for the rest of us, if they treat the gorgeous Ashley Judd this way?
What’s that you say?  So, how does this relate to Cushing’s? Why does this all make me so giddy? Because, you see, Ashley Judd’s unfortunate media circus brings attention to Cushing’s. Yes, it is true.  Let me explain.


When people say steroids in the medical sense, they usually mean a hydrocortisone replacement.  You see, hydrocortisone and prednisone are synthetic corticosteroids meant to mimic the natural hormone cortisol produced by the adrenal glands. Both natural cortisol and these synthetic cousins relieve inflammation (swelling, heat, redness, and pain) and are used to treat certain forms of arthritis; disorders of the skin, blood, kidney, eye, thyroid, and intestinal (e.g., colitis); severe allergic reactions; multiple sclerosis, and asthma. They work to treat other conditions by reducing swelling and redness and by changing the way the immune system works.

What most people don’t realize is that steroids and Cushing’s are related. While this section on Wikipedia details the distinction, I’ll share my simple version.

Her medication = my tumors

There are two kinds of Cushing’s:  endogenous Cushing’s and exogenous Cushing’s.

endo (internal, “within”): endogenous Cushing’s originates from tumors in the body
exo (“outside,” “external”):  exogenous Cushing’s originates from medication

While the names are different, the symptoms are the same. So, whether a person takes steroids or has a tumor, we are all in the same boat when it comes to the suffering from the physical, mental, and psychological damage.



So, to Ashley Judd, I want to say, Welcome to the Cushie Club.  I hope you are not here long.  I appreciate your voice and social activism. As we say to each other on the Cushings-Help.com: we are sorry you have to be here, but we are glad you found us.

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *

ADDITIONAL READING:

Ashley Judd talks to Access Hollywood about the response of her op-ed.

Folks responding to Ashley Judd’s article share their own puffy face moments.


Saturday, April 14, 2012

Day 13: DANIELLE: A Cushing's Survivor Story



Cushing's Survivor and Pleasanton Resident, Danielle Ziatek, Tells Patch How a Nutritionist's Hunch Saved Her Life
In honor of Cushing's Awareness Day which falls on April 8th, Patch reporter Wendy Smith had the pleasure to interview Cushing's survivor and activist Danielle Ziatek.

Click here to see article.


Danielle Ziatek married her long-time boyfriend Pete in 1997. As a newlywed, she had dreams any young bride might have; a house, children, and a faithful husband by her side. 
As she said her vows that sunny day in August overlooking the beautiful Monterey Bay, she had no idea that a potentially fatal disease was stirring within her.
Danielle was athletic and full of energry through her childhood and young adult life. Friends knew her as vibrant, happy, and fun.
Danielle before the onset of symptoms
In 1995, Danielle had begun to see changes in herself. Weight gain, irregular menstruation, depression, and fits of rage were dismissed by her doctors as hormonal issues. She was prescribed birth control, but Danielle knew inherently she was not well.
“My face kept ballooning up. Whenever I would look in the mirror, I knew something was wrong,” she said. “I would bring pictures to my doctors, but no one could give me answers.”
Frustrated with being put off by doctors, she scheduled a physical only to find  that her cholesterol was a high 290.
“The clinic called and asked me if I was overweight and smoked because for a 29-year-old woman, they couldn’t believe my cholesterol could be that high.”
After several failed attempts at getting pregnant, doctors discovered that she had Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, a condition in which high insulin levels shut down the reproductive system. Doctors believed that this diagnosis explained her weight gain, depression, and cholesterol issues.
With the help of an infertility specialist, Danielle later was blessed with three boys after two successful pregnancies through in vitro fertilization.
During her pregnancies, Danielle was given magnesium to stop contractions early on in her pregnancy. She later discovered that the magnesium decreased the cortisol in her body, the hormone that would later be the contributing factor to the inflammation she saw in her face.
After the birth of her twin sons in 2005, Danielle would spend the next four years seeing doctors, nutritionists, allergists, and weight specialists trying to determine the cause of her weight gain.
In October 2007, while under the care of Nutritionist Leslie Oldershaw, Danielle was asked to do a saliva test. Her test results showed high cortisol in her system. This became her first red flag that something was clearly wrong.
Over the next few months, she went on a special allergy elimination diet. She successfully lost 16 pounds, but not without extreme consequences. Her hair began to fall out, her face grew increasing large, and her skin became translucent, bruising easily.
“I remember waking up on the morning of March 3, 2008 and looking in the mirror in horror,” she said. “I looked like I had swallowed another human being.”
Danielle on March 25, 2008 before surgery

Frightened by her image in the mirror, she immediately called her nutritionist.  Oldershaw told Danielle that it sounded like she the look of a Cushingoid. This was the first time anyone had suggested the possibility that Danielle’s symptoms were the result of Cushing’s Disease.
Danielle followed up with endocrinologist Dr. Peter Linfoot. After a thorough physical exam, a 24-hour urine cortisol test, and an MRI, he gave Danielle both welcoming and frightening news. Danielle had a pituitary tumor which would need to be removed.
The pituitary, located at the base of the brain, is often referred to as the "master gland" as it controls hormone functions such as our temperature, thyroid activity, growth during childhood, urine production, testosterone production in males and ovulation and estrogen production in females.
Although terrified at the prospect of having brain surgery, Danielle finally had answers to explain her bizarre symptoms and hope for treatment.
Danielle was immediately sent to Dr. Laurence Katznelson at Stanford Medical Center. After two months and multiple tests, Katznelson confirmed that Danielle had Cushing’s Syndrome, brought on by a pituitary tumor.
Within weeks, Danielle underwent surgery to have one quarter of her pituitary gland removed.
In less than a year’s time, Danielle was back to her old self. She lost 47 pounds, no longer suffers from depression, and enjoys her family and hobbies again. Although on a strict regime of hormone replacement and supplements, she’s thankful to have found the cause of her illness before it took her life.
“My life has been completely changed since the surgery,” she said.
“I had to walk through the fire to come out the other side, but it was worth it.”
Danielle has become a vocal activist in Cushing’s awareness, reaching out to others who suffer in silence. She is an active member of the Cushing’s Support and Research Foundation, a non-profit organization dedicated to supporting patients with Cushing's and their families.
“I felt so alone. I had only one person out there who I could call and she would drop everything for me,” said Danielle.
“I just don’t want anyone to feel as alone as I felt. If I can help even one person through it, then this has all been worthwhile.”
Danielle one year after pituitary surgery
Danielle has helped more than just one Cushing’s patient. I had the honor of joining Danielle at Eddie Papa’s to meet Cushing’s survivors Julie West, Julie Schenck, and Danville middle school teacher, Michelle Ross.
Although it had been months since the women last met, they reconnected as if they were family. The ladies were eager to share with me their struggles, triumphs, and current treatments.
“Cushing’s Disease changes you,” Michelle Ross said. “You physically become a monster.”
The ladies shared with me their physical symptoms including hair loss, facial and chest hair growth, fatty tissue deposits around the waist and upper back, swollen face, open sores, and thin, fragile skin. Other symptoms they collectively experienced included insomnia, diabetes, reproductive issues, high cholesterol, increased blood pressure, and bone loss leading to fractures. Anger, depression, and social phobias were also common ailments.
“Doctors often misdiagnose or overlook symptoms based on the three F’s: female, fat, and forty,” said Julie Schenck.
Danielle currently is an active participant on numerous Cushing’s Facebook sites helping other patients that suffer from the disease as far away as Costa Rica. She is also working on developing a Cushing’s support group that has been approved and financially backed by Stanford University.
Danielle hopes her awareness efforts will encourage primary care physicians, nutritionists, weight loss centers, and pediatricians to educate themselves about the symptoms of Cushing’s Syndrome which so easily mimics other illnesses.
For information on Cushing's Syndrome or help finding a specialist, contact the Cushing's Support and Research foundation at CSRF.net.
Related Topics: Cushing's Support & Research Foundation, Cushing's Syndrome, Danielle Ziatek,Dr. Laurence Katznelson, Dr. Peter Linfoot, Eddie Papa's, and Leslie Oldershaw