“Genetics and runaway appetite are not the only causes of obesity. Sometimes, your own body can turn against you in ways you never thought possible.” ~The Science of Obesity
Thursday, August 17, 2017
Detailed SOLU-CORTEF actovial instructions with Photos
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
Choosing a BLA surgeon
The internet is loaded with articles about how to choose a surgeon. Consumer Reports gives its suggestions. So does Forbes.
I would argue that we need to be considering other things as well -- more medically-specific issues.
-- How do you reach the adrenal glands? Which operative method do you use to perform BLAs: posterior retroperitonial laparoscopic approach or anterior laparoscopic approach? What are the benefits and risks of each method?
I had my BLA done via posterior approach. Here is one 2012 article I found about retroperitoneal BLAs. I did not suffer much pain pain post op so I didn't take many pain killers. I could move around easily because our bodies bend forward, not backwards, in our daily lives. I know many people who have had their adrenal glands removed from the front or side. They experience a reasonable amount of pain and discomfort from the abdominal surgery, but they manage with cautious moving and pain killers. They survive and would do it again.JUST REMEMBER: Many doctors have been trained to perform BLAs either using the posterior or anterior approach, and they like to do it that way. Let them. You don't want them practicing on you. If you prefer one method, then find a surgeon that specializes in that method.
-- Will a robot assist in my surgery?
This is a real thing. You better ask. Then click here to see how many adrenalectomies are listed under the 'robot' column.
-- Will my weight cause any surgical concern?
The arteries supplying the suprarenal glands are numerous and of comparatively large size; they are derived from the aorta, the inferior phrenic, and the renal. They subdivide into minute branches previous to entering the cortical part of the gland, where they break up into capillaries which end in the venous plexus of the medullary portion.
-- Incidence of rest tissue or remnant tissue after you perform BLAs?
informal study from BLA group of 550 post-op BLA patients suggest < 10%
-- Incidence of Nelson's of patients (med lit says 20%)
informal study from BLA group of 550 post-op BLA patients suggest < 10%
-- How much hydrocortisone is administered before the surgery and during the surgery?
-- When will you come visit me in the hospital? Daily?
-- When are cortisol levels checked post op in hospital?
-- Who will write the orders for my hydrocortisone while I am in the hospital?
This is likely the most important question here.
I don't mess around, folks. That's how I had a sweet ride on a cortisol high (not really, just enough) for a few weeks to let my body heal. HEAL THYSELF!
-- How do I contact you if I am having trouble post op?
The doctor may say just tell the hospital nurse, and that nurse will contact his/her office. That's all good except that most nurses are very hesitant to bother a doctor with all of the patient's questions. READ THAT SENTENCE AGAIN. Most nurses are very hesitant to bother a doctor with all of the patient's questions, as many have been screamed at or reprimanded in the past.
For Cushies, we need direct access to the surgeon and endocrinologist.
The surgeon may say things like fever over 102 degrees, oozing wounds, extreme pain or redness at the incision sites, etc. Doctor should give you a number for how to reach him in an emergency
-- When will my pathology report be back?
-- How often will I see you for post op appointments?
-- Have you had any of your patients get sepsis or die 30 days after BLA?
-- Would you be so kind to take a photo with me?
"Since you are going to send this Cushing's in remission, this will be one of my before photos. I want to have a nice souvenir to remember us."
Sunday, August 13, 2017
Cushing's is as bad as Cancer
It seems in some people's minds, it's not as bad as cancer. Only cancer is as bad as cancer. That proves to be a very myopic perspective and limited understanding of all the diseases of the world.
Take Cushing's for example. We Cushies know the devastation we suffer physically, mentally, and emotionally from excess cortisol.
As you can easily see, untreated Cushies really aren't very well.
- Cushies experience a lower quality of life than cancer patients in these categories:
general health, vitality, social functioning, and mental health. - Cushies suffer equally with cancer patients in these categories: bodily pain, emotions.
- Cushies fair slightly better than cancer patients in this one category: physical.
Yet, where is the compassion? Where is the support? Where is the community to surround a Cushie and load them up with freezer meals and casseroles?
I don't take anything away from cancer patients. It is indeed terrible and life-threatening. However, they don't have the monopoly on suffering, and we Cushies wish people would stop trying to make us feel better by saying we don't have it as bad as they do.
The plain fact is that we Cushies often don't have a support community other than the ones we build to support each other online. "Cushies doing it for ourselves" is a great slogan, but we need the support of our loved ones, both family, friends, and coworkers. This makes the pursuit of Cushing's Awareness all the more important.
Wednesday, August 2, 2017
Growth hormone for $0 a month!!
How did I find this out? Well, I complained to the specialty pharmacy that filled the growth hormone that because they require me to fill it every month and refuse to fill a 90 day rx, it costs me more... instead of paying $60 a month for two months $120 and get third month free, this would force me to pay $180 for three months. This was unfair, and she said there was a plan. Not income based. Asked if I take it every day... yes. Do I have trouble meeting the financial obligations for taking the GH? Yes... i have 20 other medications I take daily. She said, ok your copay from now on is zero. WHAT?! I asked how that can happen, why would humatrope company offer to do that? She said that the insurance company still pays them monthly so the Patients amount is very small in comparison to the big chunk they get from insurance. So in order to get money from insurance, they let the patient have it for free....
https://copay.humatrope.com/success.cfm?43C4B6AC54F0EFEF8C7F5407DA8F3F4F13AC379A45AFD81D
The questions are:
Are you over 18?
MUST BE YES
Do you live in the USA or Puerro Rico?
MUST BE YES
Do any of your reimbursements for growth hormone medicine come from government entities like Medicare, Medicaid, Tricare, etc? THIS MUST BE NO
I'm so happy I stumbled across this, and I want to share it with all the Cushies out there who suffer from growth hormone deficiency after pituitary tumor(s) and pituitary surgeries.
Tuesday, July 18, 2017
Looking back at the path you chose
Friday, July 7, 2017
Are Patients Screened for Cushing's before Gastric Bypass?
Do doctors screen obese people before gastric bypass for Cushing's? I doubt you are surprised that docs don't. Our friend Robin explains more on her Cushing's blog, Survive the Journey.
http://survivethejourney.blogspot.com/2009/02/bariatric-surgery-not-answer-for.html?m=1
Thursday, July 6, 2017
Could Actress Lauren Ash have Cushing's?!
As soon as the show finished, I took to google images. I went through many photos of Lauren. She is stunningly beautiful with delicate and lovely facial features. I noticed her weight increased over the years. Then, I sent Lauren Ash the following tweet:
| Photos of Actress Lauren Ash show facial plethora (red cheeks) and moon facies (weight gain in neck), both classic Cushing's symptoms. |
I'll let you know if I hear back!
Saturday, July 1, 2017
Addison's and Surgery
Woo hoo!
"The ADSHG surgical guidelines have been given a makeover!
The new-look guidelines are available on the website, with print copies in the hospital folder available in the online shop. The core prescribing information remains the same, explaining what level of extra medication and monitoring you will need in the event of most types of surgery or dental work.
New information gives the level of continuous infusion cover recommended, in line with the recently issued guidelines from the Society for Endocrinology. The ADSHG surgical guidelines also now include citations and a list of endorsing clinicians with an interest in adrenal medicine. This includes some past speakers from the ADSHG's medical lecture series.
Links below to get your copy:
Free to download
Blogger's direct link:
http://www.addisons.org.uk/forum/index.php?/files/file/4-adshg-surgical-guidelines/
Online Shop: https://goo.gl/y3BM6p
#AddisonsDisease"
I left this comment on the ADSHG Facebook page.
Thank you, ADSHG. We Cushing's patients who've undergone bilateral adrenalectomy in the United States ❤️ your materials as do the Cushing's patients who need guidance after pituitary surgery while they are in an adrenally insufficent state. We are very thankful for you and the Addison Clinical Advisory Panel, the group of doctors in the UK who treat adrenal disease.
Wednesday, June 28, 2017
In Memorium: Cushies We Lost
MaryO wrote,
"I am so sorry to read that we have lost another Cushie :( The "In Memory" pages are growing far too quickly. Rest in Peace, Kalyn :("
Your Part in Cushing's Awareness
I replied:
"I totally agree with you. This shouldn't be happening, but it happens a lot--2-3 times a year THAT WE KNOW OF. Many Cushies never reach out online to find others like them. They never find our safety net... and we lose them as they fall through the cracks.
We have lost MANY to Cushing's in the last decade I have sought diagnosis, treatment, and remission. Many of us have been trying very hard to create awareness.
I created a blog 9 years ago to share my story, medical research, and create a patient presence on the internet at a time horse and dogs had websites dedicated to Cushing's but humans didn't (true story) and before the time we used Facebook or even had cushing's groups.
Some of us have attempted to turn April into Cushing's Awareness Month by blogging every day instead of just posting Cushing's Awareness Day on April 8. Moreover, others won't participate. For unknown or personal reasons, many do not share info and photos about Cushing's and Cushies through FB, when so many have hundreds and thousands of friends connected to us on FB pages. Actually, I know the reason Amy don't share on FB. I suspect that Cushies' fear this would invite further humiliation disbelief, interrogation, and isolation from their "family" and "friends." Not sharing our experiences and horror stories cripples us significantly in our fight for Cushing's awareness.
Sharing another Cushie's FB post or creating your own infographics are such simple and effective ways to get the word out. Maybe 5 people read your message. With thousands of Cushies online, that's leads to thousands of people who learn about Cushing's.
If you want to create awareness, please, do your part.
I invite you to like my FB page Fight Cushing's with Moxie and visit my blog: http://cushingsmoxie.blogspot.com.
Share my posts freely on FB or email.
I chose to create awareness in this way. I encourage anyone to create blogs or even just share FB posts. Please make a commitment to do this. It makes a difference.
It is my strong belief that when every Cushie must does his or her part to create awareness, I mean with persistance and prevention in their heart, we will begin to reduce diagnosis times (some suffer 7-20 years!) as we pull Cushies from near and far into our Cushie safety net.
Once we meet a Cushie who understands us, we never let them go.
PS A keyword search for "death by Cushing's" bring up quite a few articles and blogs that demand reviewing.
Rest In Peace, Kalyn
We lost another Cushie sister today, Kalyn Allen. Her husband posted these updates:
Yesterday he posted:
Kalyn is in critical condition in the CV-ICU at St. John's in Tulsa in a medically induced coma due to pulmonary embolisms in her lungs and thrombosis in her legs. She had a procedure last night to install a VC fiter and to remove as many clots as possible in her lungs. They cant use tPA to dissolve the clots without a great risk of bleeds in the previous brain surgery. Today was difficult. Kalyn had a cardiac event and coded for a few minutes this afternoon. They quickly resuscitated her with only 2 sets of chest compressions but at this point we are unsure why it happened. She stabilized very quickly afterwards with good rhythm and pressure. A blood clot may have temporary blocked something. She is still being kept sedated and intubated and they can't move her yet to to do anymore scans and at this point they would not be able to use contrast due to the stress on her kidneys. At this point we are still just touch and go. Because she is in ICU you can not send flowers and if you would please ask a family member if there is an appropriate time to visit. Instead of flowers we are still in need of funds as the children and I are having to make daily trips into tulsa and back home each night and the cost of meals while we are there so any donations would be helpful. Thank you everyone for your kind words of support."
"This afternoon my beautiful wife and mother of my children completed her path in this life so that she may be reborn again into the next. She was surrounded by her children, family, and friends when she transitioned very peacefully. She now is free to be reborn again and continue the cycle of life to hope one day to reach nirvana. While we will morn her passing our attachments to this world of suffering and rebirth are what bring us back over and over. So let us not mourn a loss today but say good luck in the next. For we are full of desire for this world and we will surely meet again.
My heart breaks reading that.
Thank you to our Cushie friend Nancy for befriending Kalyn and notifying us of her tragic death. Thank you to Carla, Nancy's niece, for reading Kalyn's story and connecting her to Nancy. We often say that it takes a Cushie to understand a Cushie. Cushie friends are amazing, supportive, and essential.
Family and friends of Cushies, please stay on high alert. Cushies talk a lot about Cushing's because when we feel compelled to create awareness so others won't suffer needlessly alone, blaming themselves for weight gain and disfigurement.
The rest of her story can be seen im on Kalyn's YouCaring page. Take a few moments to read it. Her Cushing's came on very quickly--diagnosed late 2016'with pituitary surgery (-ies ?) in May 2017. Kalyn's page offers more details. Please consider donating any amount to help this family recover financial from this.
https://www.youcaring.com/kalynallen-786017
The Cushing's community has mourned too many deaths of friends in the past. This can't keep happening to Cushies. I'm so sorry, Kalyn. I send my condolences to her husband, children, parents, family, and friends. We will always honor you, Kalyn, as one of us. ❤️
Saturday, June 3, 2017
Recommending my Dallas Endocrinologist
Office staff is friendly and very responsive to mychart messages and refilling meds.
Dr. Sasan has a calming and reassuring bedside manner.
He always asks me, "How does that sound to you?"
Dr. Sasan is open to all my questions and analyses of labs and symptoms. I spend 30-50 minutes with him. He answers all my very nuanced questions.
This is so refreshing after seeing at least 10 arrogant, think-they-know-it-all endos who brazenly dismissed my Cushing's--cortisol ups and downs (cyclical) and reoccurring--for years.
Dr. Sasan asked me how often I'd like to see him. I feel most comfortable with every three months. He allowed me to set up my appointments for every three months for a year out. There is piece of mind knowing that I can get labs and discuss them with him often. Changing Texas seasons means big dose changes to fludrocortisone, so I find comfort with access.
I highly recommend Dr. Mirfahkrhee.
For those in DFW who have seen other doctors at UTSW and staff said you can't transfer to another endo, Dr. Mirfahkrhee said he has never heard of this. He said he would be happy to see all my Cushie and BLAer friends!
http://profiles.utsouthwestern.edu/profile/118024/sasan-mirfakhraee.html
For those who can't make it to Dallas for your endo appointments, please use this as a checklist of the type of doctor-patient partnership we Cushies need and deserve.
Tuesday, May 30, 2017
Chronic Opioid Use caused Secondary Adrenal Insufficiency
"Case Report: An Under-Recognized and Under-Reported Cause of Adrenal Insufficiency" in the International Journal of Case Reports in Medicine, 2014.
Abstract
We report a unique case of potentially life-threatening secondary adrenal insufficiency in a 58- year-old female who was maintained on a high dose fentanyl patch and hydrocodone for many years for chronic back pain. She presented to the emergency room (ER) with severe hypotension, weight loss and fatigue. We suspected hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis suppression induced by chronic use of opioids. Subsequently, after appropriate laboratory investigations, she was diagnosed with secondary adrenal insufficiency attributed to chronic opiate use. We discontinued the hydrocodone, decreased the dose of her fentanyl patch and began oral prednisone. The patient responded to treatment and her symptoms were resolved as seen on an outpatient follow up visit three months later. Currently, she is off prednisone and is doing well without demonstrating any symptoms or signs of adrenal insufficiency. Physicians must be aware of this potentially life- threatening side effect of opioid medications and should discourage long term opiate use. To the best of our knowledge, this is the first case report in the United States showing opioid-induced secondary adrenal insufficiency. Keywords: Secondary adrenal insufficiency, Fentanyl patch, Hydrocodone, Hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis.
Tuesday, April 11, 2017
Day 5: Cushie Stories -- share your before and after photos
Day 4: 'Ugly disease' left Scottish woman with a round face and buffalo hump
Cushing's Awareness Month, day 4.
Syndrome nicknamed 'ugly disease' left Scottish woman with a round face and a 'buffalo hump'
The debilitating Cushing's syndrome causes unsightly and unusual weight gain and zaps sufferers of energy.
- 09:34, 21 MAR 2017
- UPDATED09:43, 21 MAR 2017
- Daily record
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Day 3: Happy Birthday to the Steroid Chemist, Percy Lavon Julian
Have you heard of Percy Lavon Julian and his contributions to the Cushing's and Addison's community?
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| The grandson of slaves, Percy Lavon Julian overcame racial barriers to achieve scientific, business, and personal success. |
I owe this post to my Cushie and BLA friend Trisha, who brought PLJ to my attention. In her words:
He later started his own company to synthesize steroid intermediates from the Mexican wild yam. His work helped greatly reduce the cost of steroid intermediates to large multinational pharmaceutical companies, helping to significantly expand the use of several important drugs.[6][7]""
- For those of you in education, how about teaching a lesson on Percy Lavon Julian?
- For the chemists and science folks, want to build a steroid?
- Still can't believe you don't know about Percy Lavon Julian and want to share with friends and family? Looking for a role model for the children of Cushies and Addies or your own kids?Buy the PBS DVD for $12.99 here.
Day 2: Good News + How Many Doctors does a Cushie require?!
- Cushing's
- Addison's
- high cortisol
- low cortisol
- brain fog
- anxiety
- procrastination
- text
- performance pressure
- the words "deadline"
- "done today"
- "everyone is waiting on me"
- "but I made a promise"
- "I will disappoint everyone"
- "I have so much to do"
- + any other symptom(s) that decide(s) to STAND UP and BE HEARD that day.
- calling the insurance for preauthorization on procedures, surgeries, imaging, growth hormone injections
- calling the insurance for review of benefits
- calling the insurance for error in claim(s)
- calling the insurance for prescription pricing and coverage
- calling the insurance for specialty injection for adult growth hormone deficiency
- MyCharting/calling the doctor(s) for appointments, questions, requests, refills
- checking MyChart for appointments, lab results, and imaging reports
- studying every word in the lab results and imaging reports
Regular readers (some o' y'all tell me it's true!) know that I advocate for patients to self-advocate as well as to promote cortisol imbalance awareness (Cushing's, Addison's, Adrenal Insufficiency).
- sleep medicine for sleep apnea due to weight
- rheumatology
- physical therapy
- dermatology
- mineral endocrinology (I know, right?! that's another post)
- allergy and asthma
- ophthalmology for cornea (contacts for keratoconus) and retina annual exams for RA med (more later)
- sleep apnea
- ob/gyn
- advanced ob/gyn ("for female hormone stuff)
- nutritionist (August 2017)
- orthopedic hip speciality
- pain specialist
- pain clinic with TWO doctors (physical therapist, psychiatrist = summer 2017)
I also rely on my PCP and endocrinologist as a team for my medical health.
I cling to my psychiatrist and psychologist for my mental and "behavioral" health. All are wonderful and *actually remember* what I told them last time. Novel concept for a doc these days and a total plus, right?!
Let's remember, folks. I am in remission.
My first pituitary surgery was June 18, 2009.
My second pituitary surgery was April 20, 2011.
My BLA was December 31, 2013.
I am more than three years post op BLA, and I still need all those doctors to find treatment and comfort for all that lingers after cortisol excess damaged my body.
Cushing's is not joke. It doesn't mess around.
Will this all happen to you? Will you need this much help this long after treatment? I don't know. No one knows, not even the doctors who tell you that "you are cured, stop worrying." Cushies know better than to use the word "cure." We say remission, and still fear the day that high cortisol symptoms decide to say "Hello. I'm back."
Sunday, April 2, 2017
Day 1: Blogging with the Cushies, featuring Alicia and The EPIC Foundation
Day 1: Blogging with the Cushies, featuring MaryO
Day 1: BIG news month. Don't miss it.
Cushing's Awareness Month starts today.
H O O R A Y !
Am I cutting it close or what? 11:55 pm on day 1 of the blogging challenge.
I want to tell you that my life has undergone great change in the past year. I hope you will visit us often. Will this blog reach one million page views this month? At 922,000, we don't have far to go.
For 30 days in April, I will be blogging about:
~ My 10 year anniversary with Cushing's!! How did I survive
~ A Decade to Wellness: Moxie's full Cushing's story all in one post + never before seen personal photos
~ All things Cushing's: what the docs should know. New journal articles about hypercortisolemia, panhypopituitary, adrenal insufficiency, and adrenal crisis in the medical literature
~ Training Tux. Follow along to see how Moxie trains our service dog to detect cortisol for me and blood sugar for my husband plus many basic dog commands without ever having owned a dog before. This gets comical.
~ My new rheumatoid arthritis diagnosis and how high cortisol sets many Cushies up for autoimmune disease after remission. Bonus: are rheumys better than endos?
~ Prednisolone: my success with a relatively unknown cortisol replacement
~ Weight loss 3 years after BLA: it is finally happening. You'll never guess that our old, ubiquitous nemesis Metformin is now the hero
~ Growth hormone insufficiency landmines: why are endos hesitant to prescribe this after Cushing's pituitary surgery and how to deal with predictable delays and deliberate stalling by the insurance companies
~ Korlym: how doctors are prescribing it in 2017 vs. 2013 when it was first approved by FDA (hint: follow the money). Disclaimer: I own stock in Corcept Therapeutics. See full disclaimer on the side bar to the right).
~ Cushies make headlines: Follow up on the Cushies we've seen in the news
~ Patient spotlight in Cushing's right before your eyes. See the many faces of Cushing's in patients' before and after photos
~ Life after BLA: Words of Wisdom from Cushies about controlling cortisol, taking medicine every day, and living with the ever-present threat of adrenal insufficiency and adrenal crisis. Is it better or worse than endos threaten it will be?
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Be sure to like my new Facebook page: Fight Cushing's with Moxie on Facebook.
Forward those posts to your friends, family, and community to help spread awareness for Cushing's.
SUPPORT CUSHING'S BLOGGERS ALL APRIL by forwarding their blog posts to your FB peeps. Let's make it our goal to make them see the word Cushing's twice a day for 30 days! We can do it, everybody!
Thanks for stopping by. See y'all soon.
~ Moxie Melissa








